*~Nichole~*

07:51 am: ughhhh school again
i just thought i would update because i am already bored in school and its only first hour! i can't imagine how slow the day will go today, YUCK! but anyways how was everyones christmas? mine was alright, not anything special at all. and i am kinda on my way to becomming a scrooge, just christmas is not the same as it used to be. and i hate how its suppose to be a time with your family and obviously a religious holiday as well but its just not really like that at all, it turned into just a present holiday, like i use to be like OOOOOO CHRISTMAS IS COMMING! now i'm like aww man its almost christmas i gotta get people this and that and blah blah blah, and i just wish christmas would be celebrated with more love and care instead of greed and etc. like people always like get mad if they dont get a certain something but in reality they should be happy for getting anything at all. okay okay i am soooo done talking about that, i mean i am boring myself so i can't imagine if anyones actually reading this how bored they are. lol.

So yea new years sucked! i didn't even go to sleep all night/day! like not a hey lets stay up and party all nite long kinda thing, it was more like no bed to sleep in and being bored all nite. but ehhh oh well i am sure it will be better next year. it was actually the first time i wasn't just at home for new years. but still it wasn't much fun. ehh oh well

oh so i am super happy, i have been hanging out with a new boyyyy! haha actually like a few but mostly one. i mean i havent done ANYTHING with any of them cuz i am not easy at all but still i like em. and finally i can honestly and truely say that i dont like matt at all one bit! like i use to be like OHHH NOOOO i dont like matt, but deep down i still wanted to be with him but now i honestly wouldn't even go back out with the kid, hes definatly not my type anymore and i have no hate or bad feelings against him just simply learned from that situation and it sucked but i am totally fine with everything that happened. i learned alot. and ya know, people change, some for the bad some for the good, but he and i definatly changed and i am glad we are not together anymore. yea so ummm for just updating cuz i was bored you can obviously tell i AM! haha cuz i wrote like a freaking book! haha but yeah i hope everyone had a good christmas and happy new year.

i hate school but its funny cuz i actually wanted to come back,................. cuz the sooner i get it over with the sooner i graduate and move down to georgia! gosh its just a matter of time and we all move on with our lives and do like totally different things. WOW! thats crazy if you really think about it, but i am still super excited.

10:56 pm: gotta love devin
Nickelo88 [10:43 PM]: devin!
jizones182 [10:43 PM]: NICHOLE!
Nickelo88 [10:43 PM]: what is up buddy
jizones182 [10:43 PM]: not much what're you up to?
Nickelo88 [10:44 PM]: being bored and a bum

Nickelo88 [10:44 PM]: how are you and lily?
Nickelo88 [10:44 PM]: isn't that her name?
jizones182 [10:44 PM]: yeah that's her
jizones182 [10:45 PM]: yeah we're hangin in there
Nickelo88 [10:45 PM]: thats good
jizones182 [10:45 PM]: yeaaaaaaaaaah
jizones182 [10:45 PM]: how're you and nichole doing?
Nickelo88 [10:49 PM]: oh me and nichole are hangin out right now, we fight sometimes but other then that we are great
Nickelo88 [10:49 PM]: did i tell you i am in love with nichole, Cuz I AM!
Nickelo88 [10:49 PM]: lol
jizones182 [10:51 PM]: no way you cant be, she's mine!
Nickelo88 [10:53 PM]: what, she better not be cheating on me!
jizones182 [10:53 PM]: i hate to be the bearer of bad news...
Nickelo88 [10:55 PM]: NOOOOOO she told me she loved me, i am gonna go shoot her
Nickelo88 [10:55 PM]: therefor commit suicide
jizones182 [10:55 PM]: lol
jizones182 [10:55 PM]: your somethin else wolbers
Nickelo88 [10:56 PM]: haha YOU know it jones
Nickelo88 [10:56 PM]: as much as you are
jizones182 [10:56 PM]: :-D
Nickelo88 [10:56 PM]: only us, lol, we're too funny
jizones182 [10:56 PM]: Your goddamn right
Nickelo88 [10:56 PM]: hahah

07:58 am: yada yada
yea so here i am again in mr.shantz class. i am tired as hell! my eyes are so puffy its like almost making it impossible to open my eyes at all. anywho so ya i am STILL sore from volleyball. jeanette i need to give magic massuse a call again. i think i will! wow my life seems pretty boring right now since i honestly dont know of anything else to write about. oh wanna hear something weird though, i was on myspace and lookin up people from out school and there was this girl named brooke who said shes a senior too and goes to paw paw high school in michigan, and all i gotta say is there is no way this girl goes to our school cuz shes really pretty and we all would know it if she went, maybe she goes to alternative, i dunno but i sent her a letter and was like so where do you really go to school since i know your not from paw paw, the only way she could be from paw paw is if she like just used someone elses pic and said it was her which would be really sad, like those 40 yr old guys that go in chat rooms and say they are 19. ewwwww but yea if she ever emails me back i will post her reply cuz shes a LIARRRRRR. lol. okay now i am going cuz theres no more to talk about.
Nichole
ps- ALEXXXX stop buggin me for the test~!!!!!!!! haha

08:31 am: tardy
hey, havent updated in forever but its all good. haha i just showed up sooo late for first hour, and when i mean late, its 55 mins late. ehh oh well i was going to skip all of the hour but i got bored so i came for a whole 5 mins. i think mr.shantz is kinda mad i even showed up but i dont care, its not like i do anything in here anyways cuz i am student assistant, which is sweet though. yea so finally i got a myspace account. if anyone else has a myspace and wants to be my friend you should find me and request me. its pretty addicting actually. i think the site is www.myspace.com/nwolbers/ but i am not sure, okay i g2g class is over!

08:27 am: hellllloooooooo
wad upppppp, havent updated in forever! hows everyone been? i have been doing pretty well. hanging out with some new boys, and still chilling with my friends alot. as the year keeps progressing it makes me realize how much i need to get out. people around here really annoy me with how shady or rude they can be. my old best friend is one of the most shady people i know, which is really sad cuz i woulda never seen that comming. but oh well i definatly dont need her or people like that. you also realize when you get older, whats important and whats not. its important to take yourself seriously, and its not important to get involved in drama. drama is everywhere and i found out you can't really get away from it, you just have to focus on whats important and not worry about it. if someones talking shit, confront them and then not worry about what more is said. stand up for yourself,but dont have drama consume your happiness. its not worth it, i just wish i woulda realized that earlier.

i think i am going to start going to church every sunday now, it makes me feel better.

i'll update more later, class is almost over so i gotta run!
Nichole*******

08:23 am: hello all
well i havent updated in awhile but i am now cuz i am sitting in student assistant for shantz and dont feel like doin anything else. I seriously feel sick to my stomach right now. ughhh

had a long talk with buhl last night and i really didn't like it, it made me feel like shit in a few different ways.

i am worried about having to choose colleges. i want to leave so bad but i have no idea where exactly to go.

stress kills me everyday, and alot of people act REDICULOUS about so many different things. just wish people would grow up a lil' faster.

i am so excited for volleyball! sucks basketball will be over for life pretty much but this year volleyball has to be my time to shine cuz i am trying to get in a college to play.

well i will maybe update later. i am so happy, i have a footlong from subway waiting for me at my house! i am a fatass.

09:20 pm: wowzaas
well tonite we had basketball, which while i am on that subject someone moved my car, and i dunno who it was WHAT THE CRAP! oh well anyways after basketball me rach amber and bulh went up to vicksburg to watch them play gull lake cuz lucky us, we picked gull lake for like the 4th year in a row for round one of districts, and they are freakin good. so yea game was alright and rachel ended up sitting by josh and amber sat by reiger. and i sat by the team. buhl went back and forth. well i thought since i was kinda bored and it wasn't surprising that gull lake was beating vicksburg well i thought it would be a good idea to beat the crowd outta the parking lot and leave with 3 mins left. so i was like c'mon guys lets go. well rach ended up getting pissed that we left 3 mins early cuz josh was there. sorry rach but that was stupid to get mad at me for it. if ya wanted to stay so bad we coulda it wouldn't of been that big of a deal, instead ya stormed away and got pissed. but hopefully your over it cuz sorry but didn't know like 2 mins and 30 secs was a big deal. we woulda stayed if i knew. anyways then we went to McDonalds and OHHHH MY GOD> that was hilarious. some guy like waved to me and i was like EWWW that guy just waved to me and the cashier was like what guy and she looked and was like OH. and then i was like dude i am glad there is a wall there cuz i dont wanna look at him. then when we walked by he checked every one of us out like 19 times. and then buhl went back up there and said to the girl when she was ordering, she like that guy is weird and he keeps hitting on my friends. then the cashier said yea thats my boyfriend! omg i thought that was hilarious. so the guy was sitting by us and like also on the phone and talking to another girl and like flirting with her. i was like wtf, he has a g/f! so we want to see how big of a player he is so amber comes up with a plan to ask for his number but since he waved to me i was going to like act like i was going out to the car and she was gonna say that girl wants your number. so buhl and amber stay back to tell him that to simply see if he will give it to them even though he has a gf and i totally didn't want it! so me and rach head out to the car and i go to look to back cuz i am cracking up that they are doing this and right when i look i see him like heading outside and amber and buhl were like just looking at him. i knew he was comming out to prolly talk to me so i started running and i was like CRAP RUUUUUNNNNN RACHEL!!! and he came outside and was all like "you gonna run away, whats up with that" and i was like OPEN THE DOORS RACHEL. and then i got in and tried to pull rachel in cuz he was like trying to talk to her and then hes like whats up with that> i was like no i dont want your number you have a fucking g/f. then hes all like what we can't talk. i was like NOOO you dont talk to girls when your going out with someone else, you dont hit on girls, you dont get girls numbers, i was like YOUR fucking g/f is inside you are a fucking player i dont want you number we just wanted to see how big of a player you were if you would give it or not. then i told him he was an idiot and shouldn't be treating his gf like that. and he called us jerks. and we went to the other side and ran inside and i told his gf that i yelled at him and she thanked me and then he came inside and i ran away, it was HILARIOUS!!! omg what a funny night. and it wouldn't of been possible without those girls. gotta love them. okay well i am going to bed, NIGHT

04:35 pm: sad day
today was mr.gumpers funeral. i wanted to go but it wasn't like i knew him very well. i had mr.gumper as a baseball coach for 2 years but other then that i didn't really know him well. i knew he was a good guy though and i wanted to go today to like "honor" his life. it was a terrible thing that had happeded and i especially feel bad for his kids. its gotta be soooo hard for them right now, i couldn't imagine. i didn't go to the funeral though because i didn't want to offend anyone since i didn't really know him well like alot of other people. i felt bad afterwards, because even though i might of gotten comments like "why is she here" i still wanted to go, but i didn't. i'll keep him in my prayers though and definatly his family and friends too. it wasn't a good day.... many people were very sad.

on the side note, we have a game tonight against k-christian at home, its the biggest game of the year. HOPE WE CAN PULL IT OFF!

Nichole

03:17 pm: Not saying names
i have gotten so much better with my temper. like i never had a BAD temper where i like kick walls or freak out really easily but when people lie to me i definatly dont like it. and i found out that 2 of my good "friends" are really fucking shady and are just not the good people i thought they were. one in particular just keeps fucking up and its like YA THOUGHT SHE WOULD LEARN THE FIRST TIME, but noooooo. w/e shes a whore. but anyways so before i prolly would bitch them out and be super pissed but i have dealt with so much shit in like the past 5 months that when more shit comes up it sucks but yet it like doesn't surprise me that people are like that. and instead of getting IRATE i am like just hurt. it sucks and its hard! and i definatly am dissapointed. and on the outside i wont be a bitch to them really in person, but i am quiet and i definatly avoid them.and i for sure am not NICE. 1 of the people i am pissed at actually noticed today that i was being "quiet" and they asked what was up. i just told her that i was pissed, and the funny thing was she was like oh, and didn't even ask why. w/e! like if she did ask i prolly would have said some smart ass comment which might have caused a lil' quarrel but yea i think it funny she didn't even care. just like how she doesn't care about how i feel when she stabs me in the back. wow seriously people fucking amaze me sometimes with how low they can be. DO YOU NOT HAVE A CONSCIENCE???? c'mon they have to know it isn't right! wtf. especially one. but the thing is these people have so many problems. like with just how they are. ONE of em, like i think there problem is they feel lonely. well yea alot of people feel lonely but how she "deals" with it is she seriously has sex with who ever is there. shes up to like 8 or 9 people shes had sex with and i only think she had been going out with 2 of the people. shes a fucking whore. but i think she feels "wanted" when she goes and does that with random guys. its really quite pathetic. and the OTHER one like should be the person that is definatly there for you, but instead shes fucking shady as hell and acts one way toward your face and another behind your back, also trys to get people pissed at me for no apparent reason??? shes not a slut but i bet when she starts having sex she WILL be one. wow i am glad i am going to be getting away from people like that when i move away. i mean i wont really have anyone moving with me so i will prolly be somewhat lonely but i would rather be lonely then have people like that with me. and ps- since i will be most likely lonely its not like i will go be a slut like some PEOPLE!!! i still have MORALS, unlike alot of people :-)
but still even though i sooo just vented on my live journal, i am not letting this get me down! the WHOREs can go suck a dick and get a lil' worse reputation!

but on a side note. i still love all my friends that aren't like that and definatly have to throw a big thanks to buhl, rach, and amber, cuz they help me through all the days like this. i thank all the other friends too that i am not so close with but still are there for me. love ya guys!

Nichole

GAME TONIGHT @ home vs. Galesburg - BE THERE!!!!!!~

07:46 pm: wow
i seriously fucking HATE alot of people.

HOW DO YOU SERIOUSLY NOT KNOW YOUR A SLUT? LOOK in the mirror, WHORE!

wow i am sooo sick of paw paw and life in general. and friends tend to stab me in the back way to much! i am not depressed or sad i am just pissed and yet calm. i just keeping thinking "i hate sooooo many people" and believe me i know that HATE is a big word. but i am definatly using it! but i am glad i have at least 3 friends that are still there, makes me a lil' more sane. i was going to update about something else but now i dont feel like it. w/e i am doing my h/w and then going to bed

04:32 pm: what up
well last night was interesting. cory strand pissed me off and then signed off before i could ask him if he was serious or not! jerk off!
Matt from gull lake called me at like fucking midnite. wtf! seriously if i WAS sleeping i WOULDA been pissed. but yea he was being gay anyways. hes way to sensitive like he jumps to conclusions like WHOA! i just asked him why he hadn't called me in awhile and hes like well i have been busy i am sorry, WHAY ARE YOU MAD?! i was like holy crap calm down i was just asking a question. hes a fucking male drama queen which is really annoying. hes hott and thats about as far as that goes. i would never prolly go out with him, talk about fighting, i would prolly tear his head off for being stupid. lol. well i am about to go call this dude that i need to talk to. PS- ACT people piss me off! i dont want to fucking take it sat again. bitches!
Nichole

kelly please smile!

Goin on the basketball bus now. wish us luck against parchment!

11:01 pm: soccer game,
so i went to the soccer game tonite, and it was pretty fun. its kinda akward that i know and talk to too many matts. matt whos an ass from paw paw and we all know about that, matt thats from gull lake thats riped and plays soccer and frowny who i occasionally talk to and also happened to be at the soccer game as well as matt from gull lake. Amber brought up a good point about that tonite (lil' byotch)lol. oh well, its all good. so the soccer game was funny though cuz i was having a good time talking about some people with rach and amber and buhl. lol i always have a good time with those girls. yea so game was good even though gull lake smoked paw paw but at least i got to talk to matt and reiger from GL. :-)

so then i went to LANGUNAAAAA ( PART A!) lol at megan McCorrick (or however you spell her last name) and it was interesting. i really like whitney and megan but some people were being really loud like i remember them and yea it was fun for the most part though. but i am really fucking tired to i think i am gonna hit the sack. wow i am about to fall over cuz i am just thinking BBBBEEDDDDD!!! okay night all

Nichole

ps- amber my kitty is like lonely now, i think its going in depression. hows devil asshole doing? hahah

04:21 pm: rrrrrrrrrrr
i fucking hate sweetest day. no sweetheart! god damn stupid boys! w/e i am hanging out with my buddies rach and amanda tonite, hopefully we will find boys!!!!!!!!!! wooo hooo. and if not i am satisfied with them. we are going to a scurry haunted house, and NO not niles cuz EVERYONE! from paw paw i think is going to niles so we decided to be rebels and go somewhere else. it shall be fun either way. happy sweetest day to all of my friends! even though i hate this day.

08:18 am: Too good to be true
I knew a girls sports team without any drama was too good to be true, alot of poeple are really fucking immature and RUDE! Funny how we are a team yet when things get planned out it revolves around what they want to do and what they think is a good time. we are a fucking team and if they want to do something, which is totally cool, then they need to talk to the team about it and plan ahead of time. NO not tell me when i come into practice wednesday night that we are having a team dinner and sleep over FRIDAY. not even a full 2 fuckings days away and they think we should drop w/e we are doing and go cuz you know its good for them. if they fucking discussed things with the WHOLE team then i wouldn't be so pissed but no then i brought it up that it wasn't fair that they made plans like that without any notice and without a team meeting and a bunch of them got mad and rolled their eyes and a few had the nerve to say "dont come then, we dont care" FUCK THAT, its a team thing to "bond" or w/e and yet apparently they dont care if the team is there. its stupid and its people acting rude and immature. FUCKING MORE DRAMA!!! HOORAY~ rrrrrr. w/e

10:48 pm: sick of it
i am soooooo fucking sick of drama! WHY ME!!! i am just fed up with stupid lil' things turning into something big and pointless. but i guess i am apparently blind and dont really have any friends. w/e i know more then people think.

06:44 pm: people should stop causing drama
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but yea that quiz was interesting, hopefully it worked this time.
but yea people really piss me off with how immature they are! will needs to grow up! wow. if you want to know what i mean you should read his lj. hes just so fucking immature!! RRRRRRRRRRRR whatever! i will update later. but now i am going to the soccer game with rach and amber. later

10:43 pm: what a weekend
wow i had a pretty good weekend. friday went to the mattawan vs portage northern football game, that was pretty fun. then went back to cory, chelseys boyfriends house and he had a few friends over. shane is like funny as hell, just the random comments were funny. and drew wasn't as cute as i thought he was gonna be.chels and amber ended up spending the night but we like came home at 3.
then saturday we slept in forever! and i ended up going to work for like 2 and 1/2 hours. then i went to WMU's football game. which was sweet. alex,zach, frowny, and the figgs were also there. so i sat by them for the most part. then rach came late cuz she had to work but i gave her our extra ticket so she was up for it. lol. and then after that me and rach went out to eat with my mom and brother. omg my mom got so mad at me in the restaurant, it was hilarious! i was just doing a "name this movie" kinda thing and i had an extra fork so i just like did a lil mermaid kinda thing. so ya she got really like mad. w/e she was freaking out for nothing. oh and then i burped so she got REALLY mad. then my brother burped and wooooo you could almost see steam comming outta her ears. lol it was funny though. then me and ray ray went up to kalamazoo for that night. it was kinda gay but oh well we made it fun, then we spent the night at my sisters to wake up to cory being there at like 9! i was like why the crap is he here! then we all went out to BRUNCH at bob evans! oooo soo good. then i came home and took a shower and then went up to the mall with amber. first we went to the car wash though cuz some bird must have died after taking a shit as big as the one left all over my window on my car. gosh it was sick. i was like sweet birdS!!!!! so yea and then we went and got chinese food and then saw kyle and we looked for sergio but he wasn't found! i was sooo full today. i had first bob evans. then some of my food from last night's restaurant and then i went and got chinese food AND a gloria jeans! ooooooo soo good but omg i was about to burst! i saw kelly and david at the mall but everytime i tried to get her attention she didn't see me or hear me. if you can't tell........ Nickelo88 [10:44 PM]: hey i have no idea what u said when you beeped me earlier
KelCurt3610 [10:45 PM]: lol i was at the mall too today and jill said that she saw u
Nickelo88 [10:46 PM]: i saw you!
Nickelo88 [10:46 PM]: i fucking waved for like 5 mins
KelCurt3610 [10:46 PM]: no way!
Nickelo88 [10:46 PM]: then you sat down right across from me and still didn't see me!
Nickelo88 [10:46 PM]: i was like fuck it
KelCurt3610 [10:46 PM]: i wanted to see you and say hello!
Nickelo88 [10:46 PM]: shes blind!
KelCurt3610 [10:46 PM]: oh my gosh
KelCurt3610 [10:46 PM]: lol
Nickelo88 [10:47 PM]: yaaa
Nickelo88 [10:47 PM]: you and david...... awwwww
Nickelo88 [10:47 PM]: how cute
KelCurt3610 [10:47 PM]: shut up
KelCurt3610 [10:47 PM]: lol
Nickelo88 [10:48 PM]: hah

Nickelo88 [10:49 PM]: mall chinese food is sooooo good, i saw you looking at it but did you get any?
Nickelo88 [10:50 PM]: wow i feel like a stalker
KelCurt3610 [10:54 PM]: no i didnt get any..i had a family dinner
KelCurt3610 [10:56 PM]: and chinese food is just good in general
KelCurt3610 [10:56 PM]: i am hungry now
KelCurt3610 [10:56 PM]: lol
Nickelo88 [10:57 PM]: lol omg i ate so much of it, i dont even want to think about it


seriously NO MORE FOOD!!!
omfg i just heard that colorado already has snow!!! wow winters comming!!! can't wait. last winter i am going to be here! exciting but also sad and depressing like ahhhh i am growing up!!!

oh man it was a fun weekend. the high way was way too much fun this weekend amber! wow dude. okay i think i am going to go to sleep again cuz i need to cuz i ate too much food and i can barely move. ughhh i am gonna puke!

08:34 am: hola
hey i am sitting in 1st hour right now, which is mr.schantz student assistant. we have a PAL party next hour and i am super excited!! food!!!!!!!! yes, anywho yea well i think class is over but wow i had a great update. i suck, oh well, i was going to skip 1st hour but i decided to wait till friday just incase it affects if i can start or not tommorow, didn't want to chance that. okay adios!

02:27 am: party and some people are retarded
anywho went to amber and whitney's b-day party! yea that was fun but somethings pissed me off. like matt freaked out on me for a simple misunderstanding. man i think that kid has to much anger inside and somereason likes to take it out on me, but anywho then buhl and ray leave me for like 40 mins, i got pissed cuz they didn't even answer there phones. and then they were like WHY ARE YOU MAD! i was like DUHHHHH why do you think. but then i was like w/e i dont feel like being mad so i dropped it. when they were gone though i had a pretty good talk on the hayride with kasey labadee (i dunno how to spell) but i love whitney and amber and yea it was good for the most part. now i am home and rachel is spending the night.

i am watching the FUCKING notebook again!!! god i suck.

it is the best movie though.

NOAHHHHHHHH! i want you.

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